They know what is what but they don't know what is what...

I feel like this in most aspects of my life.
That I know, but I don't know.
That my heart knows, but my head doesn't.
That my head knows, but my heart doesn't.
It's a rare thing when it all aligns.
It's different.
It's peaceful.
I strive for that perfect balance in all things.
Until I get it, I just strut.
What the fuck.