Saturday, March 30, 2013

Everything comes in 3's!

One week.

This time, it's taken one week for my life to completely change.

They say everything comes in threes. I've believed this my whole life, I've lived this my whole life; this week just proves the point more than it ever could have been before.

Firstly, April and I have officially found our new home! I am so fucking excited. It's an absolutely gorgeous 4 bedroom Federation house that's been newly renovated, it's fucking stunning. In exactly one week we will have the keys, be moved in and starting a completely new book in my life!
I can't wait.

Secondly. Over the last 6-12 months (well, I've had this problem for years, but it's been worse in the last 12 months) I've been really sick in my stomach. Constantly being sick, becoming allergic to food I'd never had a problem with before, a lot of crazy stuff. I finally got a referral to a specialist and got sent to hospital for day surgery to check out all my insides.
I've been diagnosed with Crohn's disease.
A part of me is devastated of course, but, a big part of me is actually really relieved! I finally have answers. I finally know what's wrong with me and what I can do to fix it. No more guessing games, no more stress and constantly being ill.
It's not great, but it's finally a solid answer to how I can change my life for the good.

And finally, Thirdly.
Wow. Just wow.
I'm never usually one to talk about someone so soon, not in writing like this anyway.
It's just been such a whirlwind though, I'm stunned, blown away, completely fucking smitten.
Since my last post, about the guy I've had my eye on for months from the train, it's like a fucking movie.
Kissing him is like a drug, I can't get enough.
He has taken me on 3 dates already, each better than the last.
The 3rd date though, was yesterday, and one I just have to be all giddy about.
I drove down to his place and he cuddled me on the couch, asking me about the hospital and just listening to me and comforting me in the most wonderful way. It was beautiful weather and I wanted to play outside so he decided to take me on a random road trip adventure down the coast to Kiama, to the water, to see the tourist sites and basically cater to every whim I had. We got coffee, I dragged him into gift shops, we went and saw the blow hole because I hadn't seen it since I was a child and he just grinned and went along with all of it. We walked hand in hand, acted like a total giddy couple, and it was gorgeous.
He drove me back to his place, took me out to dinner, making sure we went somewhere where I could actually eat the food (swoon) and then we went back to his place and watched The Breakfast Club!!!
I swear, I don't remember the last time I had such a perfect date.
It just felt right to stay the night.
It felt even more right to do what happened next.
All I can say, honestly, is wow.
WOW!
I have never, in my life, found someone more compatible, in all ways, to me.
I've never had someone make me feel so so beautiful.
I've never had someone look at me the way he does.
I'm covered in bruises from the hospital, I'm covered in a rash from an allergic reaction and I look like I haven't seen the sun in months, I'm so pale. And he looked at me like I was a goddess. He kissed every bruise and mark, he touched me like I was the most precious thing in the world, and he said the most sweetest things to me, constantly, even now while I'm typing this and he's out with his friends and still texting me saying he misses me.
It's astounding.
It's mind blowing.
It's not even scary in the slightest.
It feels like it's the most right thing in the world.
I don't know what's going to happen, but right now, it's just getting better and better as each day passes.
He just completely rocks my socks and I feel like I'm flying.
I find him so ridiculously attractive, I can't even think straight around him.
It's quick, yet not, at the same time.
I feel like I've known him forever.
We constantly keep finding more things in common, we even use the same words and phrases that I've never heard anyone else but me use before!
It's just, wow.

My life is never going to be the same again.

Mind = Blown.





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