Thursday, January 24, 2013

Music Flashback!

Does anybody remember this song?

Baz Luhrmann - Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’99
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be  it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by  scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable  than my own meandering  experience…
I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not  understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and  recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before  you and how fabulous you really looked….
You’re not as fat as you imagine.

Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as  effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing  bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that  never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing everyday that scares you

Sing

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss

Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults; if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank tatements.

Stretch

Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.

Get plenty of calcium.

Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.

Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t, maybe you’ll have children, maybe
you won’t, maybe you’ll divorce at 40, maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…what ever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either – your choices are half chance, so are everybody else’s.

Enjoy your body, use it every way you can…don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own..

Dance…
even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.

Do NOT read beauty magazines, they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents, you never know when they’ll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings; they are the best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go,but for the precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard;
live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths, prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old, and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don’t expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you have a wealthy spouse; but you never know when either one might run out.

Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia, dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than
it’s worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen…


When I was in high school it was one of my absolute favourites to listen to. I know the words off by heart and the other day when the lovely Eva sent me this image, it instantly popped back into my head and made itself at home again.

 
                                Bits of Truth

It really is such a unique song and I think that everyone should listen to it, make their friends listen to it, and especially make their kids listen to it.

It'll make you feel better. <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfq_A8nXMsQ

Monday, January 21, 2013

We're all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that's all.

The Breakfast Club.

My favourite movie in the world.

It just sums up life perfectly in my eyes. Take 5 different people, different personalities, different circumstances, and underneath it all - they're the same.

Brian Johnson: Dear Mr. Vernon, we accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole Saturday in detention for whatever it was we did wrong. What we did *was* wrong. But we think you're crazy to make us write an essay telling you who we think we are. You see us as you want to see us... In the simplest terms, in the most convenient definitions. But what we found out is that each one of us is a brain...
Andrew Clark: ...and an athlete...
Allison Reynolds: ...and a basket case...
Claire Standish: ...a princess...
John Bender: ...and a criminal...
Brian Johnson: Does that answer your question? Sincerely yours, the Breakfast Club.


I think of this movie and I get shivers down my spine. I relate to each and every one of these characters.
I have friends that relate to each and every one.
I laugh and cry along with them all.
I quote the movie.
I sing the songs.

And it just doesn't matter how much I watch it, every single time, it affects me the exact same way.

<3

Friday, January 18, 2013

101 in 1001 update

Busted! I couldn't think of what I wanted to write today so I copied Eva's blog idea hehehe thanks babe!

Currently in progress!

1. participate in a 'photo a day' challenge - I've been doing this via Instagram and Jan fell to the wayside a bit... So I'll start again in Feb and get it done!

17. Start exercising regularly
18. Start doing yoga
These 2 go hand in hand. I've attempted to start exercising regularly by doing yoga and other fun things... I was doing really well until I've had a week like this where the earliest I got home was 9.40pm... Once I stop being so busy, this will be a lot easier!

24. Try a new recipe every week - I'm doing this! Last week I made breakfast muffins which were super awesome, can't wait to find something for this week :)

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70. Update my blog at least once a week - this speaks for itself :) You'll be sick of me soon!


101. Buy new makeup and use it from start to finish - it has been purchased and currently in use :) I love doing makeup, on myself and other people, it's a great form of expression and it makes everyone feel pretty!

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COMPLETED! - Always happy to mark something off a list!

77. Have dessert for dinner - I stayed at my BFF's place on the weekend and we had pancakes for dinner covered in whipped cream (the whipped cream went straight into our mouths more than on the pancakes...)

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A bit of a random post but this is my life, random shenanigans abound!

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

I've done all the dumb things!

When I was driving to work this morning, this song came onto Triple M (Rock on!) and man it just felt so appropriate for how I'm feeling at the moment!

Dumb Things - Paul Kelly

Welcome, strangers, to the show
I'm the one who should be lying low
Saw the knives out, turned my back
Heard the train coming, stayed out on the track
In the middle, in the middle, in the middle of a dream
I lost my shirt, I pawned my rings
I've done all the dumb things
Caught the fever, heard the tune
Thought I loved her, hung my heart on the moon
Started howling, made no sense
Thought my friends would rush to my defence
In the middle, in the middle, in the middle of a dream
I lost my shirt, I pawned my rings
I've done all the dumb things
And I get all your good advice
It doesn't stop me from going through these things twice
I see the knives out, I turn my back
I hear the train coming, I stay right on that track
In the middle, in the middle, in the middle of a dream
I lost my shirt, I pawned my rings
I've done all the dumb things
I melted wax to fix my wings
I've done all the dumb things
I threw my hat into the ring
I've done all the dumb things
I thought that I just had to sing
I've done all the dumb things


Oh boy. Sums everything up pretty nicely right about now!

Great song too :)

Seriously though, I've done a lot of dumb shit in my life.
They've all been lessons to learn from and I'll never regret that, but this particular line -
"And I get all your good advice
It doesn't stop me from going through these things twice"
Haha well!
Ain't that the truth!
History repeats itself my friends and it takes US to change that.

"In the middle, in the middle, in the middle of a dream"
It does feel like a dream sometimes doesn't it?
When are we going to wake up? <- I'd say that's another song and another post!

But THIS line
"I melted wax to fix my wings"
Yes, yes I have. Numerous times!
Better not fly too close to the sun, it'll all melt away.

All in all, a very fitting song for the mood and mindset I'm in right now.

Plus, I can't get it out of my head.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

It's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine!

I've sat here and changed the title of this blog a few times now, trying to find something that sums how I feel right now.

So I dedicate this post to the disappointment I felt when the world didn't end last year.

21st December 2012.

The Mayans predicted that would be the end of the world.
Or did they?
It was certainly an end to an era. We are now in the Age of Aquarius (Come on now, we're all singing the song in our end aren't we, when we read that!).
This would certainly signify a change to the World as we know it.
Does anybody feel different? I know that mentalities are shifting. People are starting to question more, people around me are re-evaluating their lives and choices and the decisions they make. These are all good things.
I still hoped for the World to actually end though.
If we all went out together, it wouldn't be such a bad thing!
Maybe it did and this is Hell.
It sometimes certainly feels that way but if that's the case, I guess I wasn't as bad as I thought I was.
Cheers to that!

Friday, January 11, 2013

Make a list and check it twice!

The other day my lovely soul sister Eva over at she loves infinitely told me about a website she found, where you make lists of things you want to do and use it to track your progress and check it off as you complete them.
This has appealed to my OCD in a big way so I jumped on the bandwagon and made my own!
Check it out, it's fun in a lame kind of way and I can't wait to start playing. It's nice to have things to aim towards!


101 Things in 1001 Days

Jan 06, 2013 - Oct 04, 2015

  1. participate in a 'photo a day' challenge
  2. Dye my hair
  3. spend one day technology-free
  4. go on a girls' trip
  5. have a 'day spa' day
  6. eat at 5 new restaurants
  7. cook 1 new recipe from scratch
  8. Watch the sunrise on the beach
  9. Have a movie/tv show marathon, non-stop
  10. Write a list of '101 things I've done this lifetime'
  11. Go whale watching
  12. Go to the zoo
  13. write a list of '101 things that make me happy'
  14. try at least 5 DIY ideas from Pinterest
  15. Make a list of 101 quotes that inspire me
  16. Learn how to use a sewing machine
  17. Start exercising regularly
  18. Start doing yoga
  19. Stop comparing myself to other people
  20. Take a vacation to anywhere on a cruise ship
  21. Find myself
  22. Find a new hobby
  23. Try making pasta from scratch
  24. Try a new recipe every week
  25. Get a tattoo
  26. Answer the "50 Questions That Will Free Your Mind"
  27. Watch the sunrise and sunset in the same day
  28. Go to a concert
  29. Go on a road trip
  30. Complete a 365 day photo challenge
  31. Make a birthday cake for someone
  32. Find a personally inspirational quote and work it into a piece of art or home decor
  33. Get a passport
  34. Attend the midnight premiere of a movie
  35. Send a message in a bottle
  36. Host a dinner party
  37. Make a custom recipe book
  38. Watch a meteor shower
  39. Go fishing
  40. Attend a film festival
  41. Ride a horse
  42. Attend a live taping of a TV show
  43. Spend a night stargazing
  44. Get a New Year's kiss at midnight
  45. Make a playlist of 26 songs (each starting with a different letter of the alphabet) and listen to them in alphabetical order on a road trip
  46. Listen to "I'm On A Boat" while on a boat.
  47. Write a message in a public bathroom
  48. Read 10 classics I should have read but have never got around to
  49. Create a budget and stick to it for 4 weeks
  50. Sleep in an overnight train
  51. Grow something from a seed
  52. Take an archery class
  53. Build a gingerbread house
  54. Build a snowman
  55. Build a piece of furniture
  56. Visit a Buddhist monastery
  57. Take a picture for each letter of the alphabet
  58. Catch a snowflake on my tongue
  59. Ride in a limousine
  60. Send flowers anonymously to a friend in need
  61. Watch a Cirque du Soleil show
  62. Watch a movie at a drive-in
  63. Watch a roller derby match
  64. Watch two movies at a cinema in the same day
  65. Ask 20 friends to suggest one book, and read them all
  66. learn a new language
  67. paint a picture
  68. Attend a wine tasting
  69. Try 5 new restaurants
  70. Update my blog at least once a week
  71. Fall in love
  72. Spend a rainy day watching films in my PJ's
  73. Take a Yoga class
  74. Fly a kite
  75. Design a t-shirt
  76. Take pictures in a photo booth
  77. Have dessert for dinner
  78. Go camping
  79. See a musical
  80. Build a sandcastle
  81. Build a bonfire and toast marshmellows
  82. Watch all the Star Wars movies
  83. Go to the movies once a month
  84. Grow my hair long
  85. Send a handwritten letter
  86. Volunteer at an animal shelter
  87. Make a list of 50 places I would like to visit in my lifetime
  88. Complete the 100 snapshots challenge
  89. Say "yes" to something I would not normally do
  90. Create an inspiration board
  91. Go swimming with dolphins
  92. Spend one weekend with only my music, art and books. "Unplug"
  93. See one of my favourite bands in concert
  94. Go to a movie by myself
  95. See a film at IMAX
  96. Go a month without buying anything that isn't a necessity
  97. Put away $10 for every goal completed
  98. Pay off my credit cards
  99. Have at least $1,000 in savings
  100. Sell something on eBay
  101. Buy new makeup and use it from start to finish

As I mark things off I'll talk about it, that'll help with 70. Update my blog at least once a week :}
 
Join in the fun!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

A Light Lost.

I just want to note here that this post isn't going to be pretty. It's going to be full of sadness, hardness, trying things. I do this though because it's a new year, it's MY year, and I need to purge the pain, the stuff that's holding me back, festering inside, so I can move on.

Here it goes...

On the 4th December 2012, a very dear friend of mine took his life.

That alone was devastating enough but probably the worst part, was that none of us knew.

 None of us knew he was hurting, struggling, felt so alone and lost and that the only way out was to end it.

This has destroyed me.

This is the first time I've been able to write about it and even now, it hurts, so much.

I had spoken to him the day before, but because I was so wrapped up in my crap, with petty things, I didn't pick up on anything.

I should have. That might seem like unfair pressure on me, and I don't blame myself that he did it, but I, with the talents and skills I have, should have picked up that something wasn't right.

It's changed me. I'm just not as keen to pretend I am happier then what I am anymore. I do not have the energy or care factor to cater to people's bullshit when there are bigger things in life.

Someone who was so fucking amazing, caring, a total global warrior, cared SO much for other people and society and where our world was going, couldn't do it anymore.

My world is a darker place because of the light we've lost and the hurt is a physical ache in my heart.
It's broken.
He was the kind of man that made me feel like I was perfect just the way I am. He made me feel wonderful, there was a lot of love there for each other.
And now he's gone.

This loss put a lot of things in perspective for me.
The bullshit with the guys in my life, some of the scares I've had, the issues I'm feeling towards some of my friends, I just don't care anymore.
Life is so short and it has to be lived.
It has to be lived for those souls who couldn't go on anymore and it has to be lived for us.

I guess another factor that I should admit to myself and stop brushing it off as not important, is the fact that I've been at that point.
Of wanting to die.
Of wanting to just stop and not do this anymore because it was just so fucking hard.
It's been more than once, it's been hard every single time, but I've been lucky to have people get me through it, even when they don't know it.
It's not something I ever made open to people, only a couple now know the details of it all, and it's not necessary to broadcast it, don't need to bring up the details.
It's just knowing what that point feels like, the release it gives you, and man, I get it.
I do.
I just wish he didn't leave, that he would have let someone in, to show him what I was shown.
That he was so loved, so cared for, so needed.
I know that he would have learnt that, when he moved on, and onto the next life he will live.
He will learn those lessons and start again on a path of happiness and enlightenment that he was already on, when he lost his way.

RIP Connor Walsh. I will always hold you dear to my heart.

Annnnd she's back..!

This applies to both myself and one of the most important people in my life - Eva! She went through a period of stepping back from the bloggingsphere, which is totally understandable, but I'm pretty fucking excited she's back!

It also applies to me because I haven't been on here lately... So much has happened and it's been a struggle to find the words, to even think about it. But think I must because this is life, it's important and it needs to be put somewhere, so I can set myself free.

I'm going to do that in a seperate entry though because I want this one to reflect how HAPPY I am that my darling soul sister is back to play with on here, and that she's letting herself do something that makes her so happy in return.

<3